Today I received the result of the exams. It was the worst result. There is a malignant tumor in my lungs, and it has metastasized even to the brain. Since treatment has to start right away, I decided to move to my home town, Hiroshima. That way I can leave my daughter with my parents while I am in the hospital and my husband is at work.
I feel very sorry the result came out this way, although many of you have cheered me up.
My tumor cannot be cured and I will have to live with it all my life.
I was told by the doctor that I should give up on having another child. I wasn't pregnant but I wanted another child. I am disappointed.
As soon as I heard, I cancelled all my projects with my clients and my scheduled work.
My good friend as well as a doctor, Tara, looked up hospitals near my parents and found Okayama University Hospital. Thank you, Tara-chan.
My hair stylist friend Nao-chan came to my place and cut my hair. It will be easier to have short hair while I am in the hospital. Thank you, Nao-chan.
When I went to pick up my daughter, Yukuri, from my friend Miho-chan, my friends were gathered there and we all cried with the news. Miho-chan prepared dinner for me and even did laundry for my daughter. I can't say enough how much I appreciate her help. Thank you, Miho-chan.
That day I realized I have such good friends. I feel blessed with them. Thank you all.
I promise I will get better! When I am back, let’s celebrate my recovery!!
I just realized this will be the first hospitalization of my life.
My first hospitalization is with malignant tumors!! Yay!!!
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